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//.introduction.//

Either you went here for the blog post "Masci is gone?" or you just wanted to be here.
To go to the said post, click here.

Face it, we all know no one reads this.
But anyhow, I'm hoping.
To appreciate this young girl's effort, please leave a tag.
Or you can just give a comment at my Friendster account.
Click here for my FS accnt.
PEACE OUT.

.Friday, October 17, 2008 ' 10:06 AM Y

Let's play a game called "Pretend".

Even though we both knew it, we pretended no to, and make it seem like we're just embracing each other for fun of it...

Pretending that we were just doing it because we needed something different from our ordinary lives...

But if stopped to think about it, we'd realize that, we barely even know each other...

//.same.old.//

I'll pretend that I'm not hurt. I'll pretend that I didn't regret what I posted a few days ago. I'll pretend that I don't miss YOU and I DON'T WANT YOU BACK.

Let's play a game called "Pretend". We will pretend what we feel is the opposite of what we feel right now. For example, I'm sad. I'll pretend I'm happy. Got it? I'll start then. Anyway! You can also call this game: "Lie to me". Don't cheat!

//.game.of.lies.//

I'm pretending that I'm full of energy and I'm seriously BLOATED. I'm actually happy right now! Very happy! I'm so happy I can kiss anyone!

Anyway... I don't really miss my friends right now. I'm totally not pissed, of course. Why would I? I mean, they didn't really hurt me or somewhat. I hope they don't read this. I want them to be happy and go on with their lives while I don't.

I'm laughing so hard. My tummy hurts a lot!

I moved on. Swear.

//.is.hell.back.//

I can't cry. I guess my tears already dried up. I have no idea why they're not falling. I want them to fall.

Hell? Yeah. It is pretty much back, in this case. Welcome to my life.

Memories of my past years are returning. It's haunting me.

I shouldn't have mingled on my FS.

I shouldn't have posted these things.

I shouldn't have.

I SHOULDN'T HAVE.

Now, I can hear Satan's roaring laughter. Laughing at me. Laughing at my obviously dumb and stupid mistakes. I can feel his power. I'll pretend that I don't. The "Lie to me" game is still on, after all.

//.what's.happening.to.me.//

WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME?

It's a top secret. If you're my closest friend in the world...

Ahh, no way. No one knows. Don't worry. No one knows what's happening to me. I promise you. So rest assured, you're not alone. But I advise you not to think about it much. I mean, I'm always like this. But for you guys...

I'll pretend to be happy. Like the rest of you are. :)

//.epilogue.//

Faraway eyes gazed around to see proof of life.
Is it really here?
Was it worth it?

Those eyes that wandered gave up.
Closing them tight.
Never opening them again.
Pretending.
Pretending to be asleep.
Forever.

//.art.music.passion.//


Unheard Whispers.

Inaudible cries.




What am I?

A demon in disguise.

I am Arimi.
I am a simple girl in a complicated world.
Blindfolded. Lost in someone else's world.
Alive, and still breathing.
What am I exactly?
I say I'm a demon.
Scary, huh?

Cravings

Wishlist.

I crave for chocolate.
For yaoi.
For more.
For a tablet.
To have a Tegaki E account.
Won't happen.

One word. ESCAPE.

GET AWAY FROM HERE.

My confidante, and sister.

Poison in my ears.

Listen to the forbidden fruit on my ears.

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